Monday, March 19, 2007

Best It's Ever Been Said

So....I'm in love with this movie, as a whole, but this monologue won me over. It hasn't applied to me in years, but had I been able to articulate it like this back then, it would have been so much easier. But then again, when in the middle of stuff, you can't have this perspective. Forgive the mush; it doesn't happen often:

"It turned out, he wasn't in love with me like I thought. When I'm trying to say is, I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. And how it can actually ache in places that you didn't know you had inside you. And it doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends. You still go to bed every night going over every detail, and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. And how in the hell, for that brief moment, you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door. And after all that, however long "all that" may be, you'll go somewhere new. And you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. And little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade."

Fuck. Brilliant.